Friday, July 16, 2004
not feeling well.. haa.. feeling nauseous and having huge discomfort in my stomach..
prisca's not well too.. juanie also .. think we ate some wrong thing last night.. ahaa..
it's arnold and xiaoxuan's wedding tmr! haa.. supposed to usher and sing back-up but i think .. puke... hope that i'll be make it le.. oh no.. kekeke
slept only at 3am this morning.. was talking to Aunt Serene about so many many things.. praise God for this great mentor and friend *yeah* Karene and Wei Juan, Auntie Serene passed me a present each for the both of you.. hee
need God really really much.. hee
{3:33 PM}
Thursday, July 15, 2004
heee.. in prisca and juanita's house now.. haa..
kinda usurped the pc from sweet prissy
so far everything's great .. except the fact that
when they (pris and juanie) communicate, they seem to be like shouting at each other..
** what an interesting and alternative way to show love
and affection.. **
juanita's ironing her uniform..
oh no..she found out that i'm writing about her and she's screaming non-stop into my ears.. *ouch*
was watching wei.si.li with juanie and prissy and i asked why maid's name HE-MA was sea-horse.. only to be corrected by them that HE-MA is actually hippo.. arhh.. didn't know that my chinese is that bad.. anyway..it's a weird show.. they have interesting characters like LOG and BAZHU(eight pigs) >>>> ??1!!?1?!!?1?!!?!
someone who has thick hair and small frame has been imitating and stalking me since yest .. (you know who you are.. better stop it or i'll carry you and throw you out of the window..hahah j/k j/k)
had a very interesting chat with a smss gal - she asked why God is so egoistic? that He created us to worship him..
haha.. what an interesting interesting question.. actually i asked myself that too when i was younger .. haa..
>> a beautiful song about our identity in Christ..
who am i
that the Lord of all the earth
would care to know my name
would care to feel my hurt
who am i
that the bright and Morning Star
would choose to light the way
for my ever wandering heart
not because of who i am
but because of what You've done
not because of what i've done
but because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading here today and gone tmr
a wave tossed in the ocean
a vapour in the wind
still You hear me when i'm calling
Lord, You catch me when i'm falling
And You've told me who i am
i am Yours
i am Yours
okie.. time to return the pc to prissy..
the pain's still there in the ears... something's ringing in my ears.. think i've gone deaf >> thanks juanita..
love you two sisters!! :) so beautifully created in His image..
{9:32 PM}
heyhey!
tickets to sonic fest are selling like hot cakes!
about 150 tickets sold so far, within 2 days..
it's from 11am - 9pm but you need not go the whole day..
just log on the website and check out the programmes and performances
lined up.. www.sonicfest.net
ENJOY! :)
discovered 2 bruises on my hands cos bernard and i were discarding this huge cupboard at 10:45pm.haa.wondering whether the neighbours heard all the pushing and pulling. think i might have gotten the bruises from it. it didn't help either when antonia(bernard's dog.. emphasised - NOT mine) kept running in and out of the house, thinking that it's an exciting affair when it's not.
woke up early these days to spend time with my creator-been reading joshua.. cool book! be strong and courageous.. be strong and courageous!
btw, dreamt that i was walking around and when i reached home(in the dream) i realised that there were patches of bird shit on it.. haaa.. dunno why? any josephs and daniels out there who wanna interpret this dream? haa.. anyway, i was awokened by my own voice cos i talked in my sleep.. weird..
woke up this morning with an idea for E-life! 2004..kinda immediately wrote it down.. Lord, if it's your will, let it be done! SMSS girls, please remember to pray! :)
will be preparing for mission trips to bangkok and lijiang, china.. hee .. please keep me in prayer even as i liaise.. that God will indeed pave the way or close the Lord if it's not of Him :)
This is my FATHER's world!
{12:06 PM}
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
was mad rush today.. started work non-stop since 9:30am..
praise God for His sustenance! haaa
to all CF girls who helped out in the chapel today - THANKS!!!
your help was really timely.. haa.. if not i'll mati
Liwei, Bernard, Ps Fu-man and Derek.. thanks so much for setting up the PA system *yeah*
i was really encouraged by the message Glenn spoke today at Chapel.. he spoke so convictedly about having knowing our purpose and future in life, to place it in God's hands.. it was like a follow-up from last week's chapel on the fact that astrology's baseless and that only God has our blueprint in life. wow.. we were really amazed at how GOd orchestrated all these stuff
THANKS Kerrie for helping me with this new look of my blog.. i think Susanna's going to do something.. praise God for IT-smart pple! haa.. to help IT-idiots like me... keke
{6:26 PM}
Saturday, July 10, 2004
hey hey!
it's been a good 2 days' break, i've been reflecting alot on the book of philippians and have learnt alot from the apostle paul.
i'm really really amazed at how God used paul, even as a prisoner to bring many ppl in caesar's place to come to know and believe in Christ.
kinda encouraged me that God truly can draw all men to Himself despite wadever situation..
not paul, not me.. but it's GOD!!!!! :) *applause for HIM*
okie.. for pam..the song
I love you Lord
Greater than anything
I love you Lord
more than my heart could sing
I love you Lord
more than i love myself
I love you Lord (3x)
I worship You
high above anything
I worship YOu
with all that my heart could sing
I worship You
O let my life give praise
I worship you (3x)
I lift my hands
I am a sacrifice
I lift my hnads
My body and soul a prize
i lift my hands
all that i am is Yours
I lift my hands (3x)
Hallelujah
this is my song of praise
Hallelujah
I'll worship You all my days
Hallelujah
all that i am is Yours
Hallelujah (3x)
recently, i've been talking to a close friend about some unresolved
issues in her life.. was reminded by someone who quoted gandhi..
"an eye for an eye makes the world go blind"
haa.. i thought this witty phrase is just so so true :)
{3:51 PM}
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
woah, going on leave tmr and fri.. i'm going to hv my personal retreat just spending time with God and hearing from Him.. need to bring before Him so many aspects of my life.. haa.. looking forward to it..
had chapel today, woah.. the girls helped out - siyi (guitar- you played very well dear, so sorry that you werent allowed to display your school of rock qualities haa), ashley (you sang well.. thanks so much, you always cheer me up and on) and samantha (the super important person who did the powerpoint well and on time. hee..xie xie) spoke to SMSS about the whole sham of astrology, that its calcuations are based on the theory of the earth being gocentric (that is everything in the solar system revolves ard earth)
was glad that after chapel, jamie, tammy, jolene, samantha, ashley came to help me to clear up.. haa.. yeah... Wei Juan & Karene, God sent help!
kinda wasn't sure if the gals understood me cos they were like giving me blank blank blank faces. argh.. i was like pretty affected cos i felt they've really got to know tt it's God who has the perfect will and plan.. actually for a spilt second i feel really depressed..
and.. woah.. God sent quite a handful of girls who initiated conversations with me, telling me that they enjoyed chapel, that they are now aware of the sham of astrology & divination.. woah.. those conversations really meant alot to me.. kinda showed that He is really in control and His Spirit does things beyond my imagination..
i'm humbled so humbled by God's grace..
bernard and i brought antonio for a walk in a nearby park last evening.. haa.. guess what? our poor innocent male puppy was pursued by 2 female jack russels.. haa.. quite a hilarious sight :)
kk.. since siyi asked for the answers for my little mission trip quiz..
drum roll please... *cymbals crash!*
a)jaslyn b)amy c)yahui
d)sabby e)michelle f)yahui.. haa..
g)maureen h)brenda i)melissa j)ailin
k)vanessa l)sabby m)dot
n)ashley o)dot
yup...
~~Immortal Heat
o let Thy greater flame
attract the lesser to it
let those fires
which shall consume the world
first make it tame
and kindle in our hearts
such true desires
{8:25 PM}
Thursday, July 01, 2004
was late for the meeting with external validators for SMSS's strategic partners' award - late for about 5 mins :) haa.. due to the traffic, also cos of the rain :)it was a pretty good experience
had a really pleasant day.. haa.. had the opportunity to catch up with many girls in the canteen after the meeting with the EV.. haa.. was cornered by them.. only to be bomboarded with tales about ___ hair.. gross.. like if it's permed or rebonded.. or whether it's plaited.. madness
siyi, kayew, molene, susannnnnnaaa, grace, ashley and samantha came by just now.. wa.. first time saw and heard molene play the violin.. was great to see susanna play the drumss.. haaa
think they are mad about the song.. something about gates.. by dunno what shaker.. hahaha
oh, diane came by to chat too... haaa.. great to have her.. :) keekek
great to have the girls back! may they continue to know God! :)
oh, had holy communion with the teachers, monica & VP yesterday.. think it's really meaningful :) haa... pretty funny to see the teachers go blur with all the reading from the prayer book.. poor thing... kekeke
One thing i ask, one thing i seek
That i may dwell in the house of God my king!
{6:51 PM}